I cowered in the tall grass, but tried not to look like I was cowering.
Males weren't supposed to cower, and I was determined not to lose face in front
of my younger siblings. Breathe, Six, I told myself. This is just a hunting
exercise. No one will rip you open and gnaw the flesh from your bones. Breathe.
The grass made a brittle rustling sound, but the wind brought no scent of prey
with it. The prey must be downwind.
I shifted on my haunches, wishing I was home safe in my room with my books.
"Six," a small voice at my elbow said.
I jumped sky-high, totally breaking cover. It was my counterpart in the
youngest litter, Little Six. If I was a better hunter I would have heard his
footsteps approaching. I should have heard him; he was too young to be a good
hunter. And he was too small, a runt like me.
"Sorry, Six," he said. His ears were flattened against his head.
I crouched down again and focused on him. He hadn't yet grown into
his big eyes; I'd been the same way at his age. "Yes, Little Six."
"I'm scared," he said under his breath, as if it was an anathema.
Such admissions were taboo; fear was forbidden. According to pack decree,
we were never frightened; we were always brave and destroyed our prey without
mercy. Our pack supposedly dominated all others, but I never felt dominant.
"I'll tell you a secret," I whispered. "I'm scared, too."
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